The Park Road Pulpit
Sermons from Park Road Baptist Church
Russ and Amy Jacks Dean, Pastors
Confident Wandering
Amy Jacks Dean , August 12, 2001
My entire senior year of High School was spent yearning for the day when I would leave home – with all of its rules and regulations and curfews – and head to Clemson University. My blood did “runneth orange,” and I absolutely couldn’t wait to be “on my own.” (Or at least as “on my own” as one can be when the parents are paying tuition and all other bills!) It only took a month to realize that home wasn’t all that bad and that the university, that was larger than my hometown, was overwhelming. Though I can’t remember all of the events of that first semester that made my life so miserable, I can remember a verse of Scripture that got me through it. My roommate and I had built our beds up on stilts so that we could have a recliner, refrigerator, and sofa underneath. Luxury dorm living! To get into bed, I had to step into a chair onto my desk and hoist myself up to the bed where I had to be careful not to hit the ceiling so as to not get my bed full of little white pebbles from the ceiling’s finish. (Most nights the sheets felt as though I was at the beach – full of sand and grit!) There on the wall next to the ceiling at the head of my bed, I had written on notebook paper in large letters with a red marker: “Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see.” (NIV) It was my mantra. I have no idea where I had run across this verse, but when I read it I knew it would be my theme to get me through the year. It has been 17 years and I still remember it as vividly as I remember yesterday: “Faith is being sure of what we hope for and certain of what we do not see” in red letters on notebook paper next to the ceiling. What I wish I could remember is what I thought Hebrews 11:1 meant, but I don’t. I wish I could remember by interpretation of that verse – what were the theological ramifications of this definition of faith for an 18 year old? I cannot remember.
What I do remember (and still know today) is that it has a rhythm to it. It can be chanted. You can say it over and over and over again and somehow you just feel better. It’s the power of positive thinking. It’s convincing. It’s hopeful. It’s inspiring . . . It’s unbelievable. The word “faith” should never be in the same sentence with the word “sure” and the word “certain.” Sure and certain seem to be a contradiction to faith. If we were sure and certain, would it take faith? This popular verse of Scripture is forward thinking. It’s about the unknown – the “out there.” The writer of Hebrews knew that for us to understand the meaning of this one sentence, it would take the rest of the chapter (39 verses) to site examples of how faith works. Our passage for today focuses only on the faith of Abraham and Sarah. (verses 8-16) Within these few verses are many sermons, but what stuck out for me was where their faith story picks up – with Abraham obeying a call to “set out for a place that he was to receive as an inheritance.” And the text says that “he set out, not knowing where he was going.”
Every year, my husband and I celebrate our wedding anniversary by not buying gifts for one another. Instead, we take turns planning an adventure. The rules that we put into place are: 1) with each year, $50 is added to the amount spent (I don’t include tax or gratuity, and I usually round down in estimating my costs, but I don’t count this as cheating); 2) alternate years for planning; 3) it must be a surprise; 4) no children along for the journey. That means that every other year, we set out on a journey, and I have no idea where we are going. I’m told what and how much to pack. No other hints are given. As you can imagine, the first few years were – I can’t wait to see what restaurant and which movie we’re going to see! After 15 years (this being his year to plan) the cost is accumulating, and I really can’t wait to see where the adventure will take us this year! I have no idea where we are going, and it is exciting.
Not all adventures into the unknown are as thrilling. I’m sure this one was not for Abraham. He must have had the constant “Are we there yet?!” from his family. Surely he heard “How much longer?” He was being sent on a journey of faith. There are certain qualities that make any faith journey possible and I want to outline a few:**
I find that I understand my faith journey best in hindsight. “In retrospect, what Abraham and Sarah exemplified was faith that responded to promise without seeing it come to full fruition. Living in hope, but not in fulfillment, they became strangers and exiles. Theirs was a pilgrim existence that moved where it was led by God . . .[the vision of faith] is a steadfast clinging to a divine promise that moves us through time and history. Even if we stay in one place, the promise of God calls us to leave and move on to new horizons. `Faith thus becomes a confident wandering’ (Kaseman). We move in response to the summons of God, and in so doing move from one alien existence to another.” (Preaching Through the Christian Year – Year C, pp 367-368)
“Faith thus becomes a confident wandering.” Will Campbell tells this story of a time when he was the cook on Waylon Jennings tour bus.
Late one night, I [Campbell] said, “What do you believe?” “Yeah,” he [Jennings] answered. On an overnight stagecoach, a conversation need not be rushed. After a long silence I asked, “Yeah? What’s that supposed to mean?” Quiet again, until Waylon said, “Uh-huh.” That ended my prying into the state of ole Waylon’s soul. Today we are bombarded with a theology of certitude. I don’t find much biblical support for the stance of “God told me and I’m telling you, and if you don’t believe as I do, you’re doomed. A sort of “My god can whip your god” posture. From Abraham, going out by faith not knowing where he was being sent, to Jesus on the cross, beseeching [God] for a better way, there was always more inquiring faith than conceited certainty. (Taken from Soul Among Lions by Will D. Campbell, p 8)
Abraham and Sarah never got to step foot into their land of promise, but the writer of Hebrews reminds us that “by faith,” Abraham obeyed when he was summoned for the journey – not having a foggy idea where he was going.
So may we “by faith” travel our faith journeys, even this day,
May we trust God
May we be willing to be uprooted
And may we know what it means to be dependent.
And may God give us grace for confident wanderings. May it be so. Amen.
** I am indebted to Thomas G. Long in the Interpretation: A Bible Commentary for Teaching and Preaching – Hebrews for the three qualities of a faith journey.